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Despite Everything He’d Said

November 28, 2023 by Shane Leave a Comment

Grandad gave me a lot of advice when I was growing up.

Stand up for what you believe, but don’t ever go to bed angry.

Tell your secrets to the fireflies and moths, it’s the only way they’re safe outside of your own head.

Actions speak louder than words, especially if the action is a solid right hook.

The one he mentioned more than any other was, stay the hell away from the old Boundary Canyon mine.

I feel bad, thinking back, about how all his advice pretty much fell on deaf ears. For whatever reason, I’m a masterclass in doing the opposite of what I’m told.

Two failed marriages should tell you all you need to know about how accustomed I am to going to bed angry, about how I never figured out how to speak up for myself.

I learned the lesson about telling secrets too late. Sometimes trust isn’t as strong as you think, sometimes friend is a four-letter word.

Never did like to fight. Thought I could talk my way out of anything. Turns out reason isn’t always an effective tactic when you’re staring down an angry red neck.

That brings us to Boundary Canyon, and the opening of the big hole leading to the cold and dark and who knows what else. Except, I do know. At least a little. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be standing here, letting the barricades and bright orange warning signs taunt me. I’ve got a backpack of supplies that probably won’t help a bit, and a flashlight with half-dead batteries flickering in one hand. All going well, I’m about to put to rest the talk about Tom Payne’s bones, a treasure beyond the minerals the ground was opened up for in the first place, that the curse isn’t real, and neither is the ghost. Might even prove that Grandad was wrong at least once in his life. All going well.

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Photo by Valentin Lacoste on Unsplash

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Filed Under: Story, Uncategorized Tagged With: dark fiction, Flash Fiction

Milk Farm

November 21, 2023 by Shane Leave a Comment

I woke up on a milk farm, naked and afraid. The smell of cow shit and damp straw infesting my lungs. Damp straw and who knows what else jammed in the crack of my godamned ass. Cogs wobbled in my brain. The chipped teeth ground up against each other until something resembling a consistent rhythm was found. Hazy images of the night before flickered past. The girl from the record shop, the one with purple hair that used to be blonde. The twins that never smiled and their weird sunglasses. Bottle after bottle of absinth. Something that looked like a cigarette hanging out of the left corner of my mouth.

I shook it all away and looked down my scuffed and dirty arms to a tattoo at my wrist. The lines were blue like the ink from an old pen found at the back of the kitchen junk drawer, the skin around it red and angry. At first, I thought it was a key. When I held it closer, I realized, of all the stupid things, that it was a bottle opener. It looked like something beaten into shape out of a rusty railroad spike. The fleeting thought came to me that maybe I was right the first time, a key after all, but what door it would open by removing a crimped metal cap I had no idea.

I propped myself up in the middle of what I thought was an otherwise empty stall. That’s when I noticed the cat, perched on a post at the far end near the slat board wall, its glossy black coat camouflaged among the shadows. Half-closed golden eyes rested on me. I couldn’t tell if it was annoyed by my presence or entirely unaffected. The importance of the question was soon lost. The cat’s eyes widened, pupils and all, staring over my shoulder. Its body tensed, then it bolted away. I froze solid. It was one of those, couldn’t have moved if I wanted to type situations. The skin on my cheek prickled, like a kiss blown from Hell had found its target.

I want to say that’s when I woke up, for real though. That I opened my eyes, and the sun was shining, and I was perfectly all right except for a racing heartbeat. I want to say that’s when the nightmare ended. Unfortunately for me, that was just the beginning.

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Photo by Leslie Saunders on Unsplash

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Filed Under: Story Tagged With: dark fiction, Flash Fiction

The Word

November 14, 2023 by Shane Leave a Comment

Boaz held a scuffed baseball at eye level, twisted it back and forth, inspecting the stitching through his dark sunglasses.

“This world, and many others like it, they started with a word, and the word was…chaos.” He lowered the ball, then stared off at nothing. “Actually, what started it all was something else entirely. Chaos is what came after.”

The young boy standing in front of Boaz pushed up on his hat and squinted. “Hey, mister? Can I—”

“The origin event. Everything was close together, then it wasn’t. The big bang. A hot, dense state. Sounds like some people I know if I’m being honest.”

The boy looked behind him. “Okay.”

“Expanding. Eons later, everything is still expanding. Again, sounds like some people I know…”

“I just want my—”

“Worlds blossomed. Life flourished…”

“—ball.”

“Only to eventually end,”

“It’s just—”

“but like a bad weed, life comes back, in one form or another.”

“—we can’t play without it.”

Boaz glanced from the ball to the boy, and back again. “Like humans, with your highly aggressive and expansionist tendencies. You destroy so much in the name of progress, not understanding that one day your time will come. And then what?”

The boy frowned, held his hand out, pleading filled his half open eyes.

“Chaos. That’s what.” Boaz dropped the ball into the boy’s waiting palm. “For a while, anyhow.

The boy turned and set off to join his waiting friends. “Whatever you say, mister.”

Boaz slid his sunglasses down his nose. Dark eyes, full of stars and worlds long dead, traced after the boy. “And then one day, perhaps, tools will be built, languages will form, and the cycle will begin anew.” He smiled. “Won’t it be fun to see how that turns out?”

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Photo by Chris Briggs on Unsplash

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Filed Under: Story Tagged With: Flash Fiction

True Colour

November 7, 2023 by Shane Leave a Comment

The waiting room is silent, save for the glass-paned exterior door rattling in its frame. A storm is pushing in from the north, bringing with it the threat of late snowfall. I pull up on my collar, imperfect protection against the cold, but all the same, some small barrier between me and the world.

Boredom sets in early. It picks at my insides and makes my leg twitchy. Needing something to focus on, I lean over to take the only magazine from the cracked plastic file holder mounted to the wall. Page after creased page flips past. Fad diets. Relationship advice. The world’s best chocolate cake recipe. All filler, no substance. It only serves to feed my boredom. The last thing I see before I put the magazine back where I found it is a question, a lead-in to a quiz that promises insights into my very being.

If you were a colour, which one would you be?

It’s all nonsense, really. A person can never be one thing. We are all unique mixtures of experiences and learned behaviours. How can you contain so many variables under a single designator? The short answer is, you can’t. Still, I ponder the question.

I know there’s yellow. That’s easy. Like, yellow-bellied. Scared. Anxious. It’s how I spend most of my waking hours.

Red is next. Annoyance at best. Anger at worst. It formed from trauma and as a response to the ever-present fear because no other resource exists to take its place. It’s become a default that I wish could be reverted to its factory setting.

The last is blue. It used to be called the blues. A catch-all term for varying degrees of sadness or depression. A deep melancholy over how yellow I’ve become. Because of how often the red comes out for what is, on the surface, no good reason.

Those are my colours. My primary building blocks. But even then, it’s not that simple. The palette, given equal representation, churns and fuses to become what is my true colour.

Black. Like a shadow. Like the longest night. Not a colour at all. A distinct lack of colour. Nothing. Empty.

My train of thought is derailed from its darkened tunnel by a round, middle-aged woman with thick glasses standing behind the reception desk. “The doctor will see you now. Exam room three.”

I stand and stuff my hands in my pockets. I don’t speak, I don’t acknowledge. Limit the connection. It’s better that way. Go to the exam room. Shine a light into the darkness. Wonder if this time it will do some good. Know that it won’t. Walk out the door into snow that should be rain, then fade away like the shadow I am.

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Photo by Cat Han on Unsplash

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Filed Under: Story Tagged With: Flash Fiction

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